EMO is ELMO

today had chi paper.

Paper 1 formal letter format small part wrong. haish. my 7 marks for format. Too nervous then forget. dang it. luckily paper 2 was easier. i hope so. i hope i can score for my paper 2. to cover up for my paper 1. i think my paper 1 section 2 out of point. dotz. hope for the best.

Met up with chermaine ytr. Studied at zhenghua cc, though oni a while. Then met yijie or yeejie i also dunno. din knw she live in bp area. her frend and her saw me. dotz. as expected, today she asked me if chermaine is my girlfriend. i told her im not tat fortunate. lolx. i din knw tat zhenghua cc has a study room. dotz. then i studied at the open area with chermaine. lucky ytr weather was not tat bad.


I do hope for something between us. at least saying that u like me and give me hope. but its ok. loving some1 does not mean to be together. as long as u are happy, i am satisfied. but at least, let me be the one, to brg u happiness.
i'm willing to walk out with u through this darkness. u told me u are afraid. but i do not how to overcome ur fear. all i want to do now, is to help u overcome this fear, not to let u have a bad impression on relationship. but now, i still have 5 more days of exams. dam it. =.=
i had nvr been so persistent b4...

haish. my heartache. mayb i really do think too much. its better for me to be sad, than u. ^^ was chatting with Ax , Sam and Chermaine on msn ytr night. hahax.

its so stupid of me to do that ytr. but nvm. as always, stay happy. i must be strong. ^^ nvr felt like this b4.

today went to Rj hse to revise chi n do chi hmwk. OMG, Rj is gay. im so scared. hahax. hmm... dunno wat to say le lar. aiyo, of all time but y now? hahax. mayb i shld relax myself. SERIOUSLY need to. i smsed her just now, but she had not reply me.

do i still stand a chance? she told me she did not stead is becoz she have no time for the guy, and scared that it will not turn out to be a good relationship. i did not hope to stead with her. as long as shes happy with, and mutual love, tat will do. i dun request much.

dunno y suddenly, i become like this. dotz i was expected to be a flirt by my frend. i did not even expect myself to have such a strong feelings. i always thought tat i will break ppl's heart. but at lesat this time round, i make myself believe tat i will brg happiness to her.

wat is exactly wrong with me? i wasnt like this when i was with JX last time. haish