EMO is ELMO

haish. my heartache. mayb i really do think too much. its better for me to be sad, than u. ^^ was chatting with Ax , Sam and Chermaine on msn ytr night. hahax.

its so stupid of me to do that ytr. but nvm. as always, stay happy. i must be strong. ^^ nvr felt like this b4.

today went to Rj hse to revise chi n do chi hmwk. OMG, Rj is gay. im so scared. hahax. hmm... dunno wat to say le lar. aiyo, of all time but y now? hahax. mayb i shld relax myself. SERIOUSLY need to. i smsed her just now, but she had not reply me.

do i still stand a chance? she told me she did not stead is becoz she have no time for the guy, and scared that it will not turn out to be a good relationship. i did not hope to stead with her. as long as shes happy with, and mutual love, tat will do. i dun request much.

dunno y suddenly, i become like this. dotz i was expected to be a flirt by my frend. i did not even expect myself to have such a strong feelings. i always thought tat i will break ppl's heart. but at lesat this time round, i make myself believe tat i will brg happiness to her.

wat is exactly wrong with me? i wasnt like this when i was with JX last time. haish