EMO is ELMO

Is there nothing i good at?

I am not as strong I seems to be to everyone
I am actually just acting a brave front.
hmph!

I do not want to walk the path I walked before.
This is why i tried to smile to everything.
I do not wish to hate someone or dislike someone.
In the past, I will hate that person till i even want to fight.
I even remembered once when I even spat on my friend's new jacket.
Though its already 2 years and we are friends now,
I do not wish I will repeat same mistake.
Mistake of being enemy with someone,
And backstabbing, cursing them...

I do not wish to be the old me, the me that is reckless and short tempered who resort things with violence........

celebrated my birthday yesterday with my family, classmates and teammates.

last week in sch was long, but fun. hahas. took alot pics in sch's toilet. dont know for what sia.
Almost take everyday. Keep going toilet to hide... lols. new toilet is clean, so can hide. hahs.
with RJ. LOLS.
Next week i'm gonna have tests. hais.
Chinese, Emaths and Bio test. ):
Scared of "O" level. so scared...

yesterday was tiring but very fun. Best celebration ever. Though i seems to have forget to entertain my relatives
and classmates. My cosplay team is just too big team. Awww, if theres anymore other celebration, i will not make it that
celebrate with so many ppl together.
will make it a day for TBN and other days for friends and relatives.

My relatives keep asking me wheres my girlfriend. I can only say she is unable to come.
I believe that we will be back together again that is why i lie,..
How long must I lie...

I am now 16! hahas.

I never expect we would turn out this way. Hmmph~ afterall, i think i am at fault too coz i did not make much effort...

Let's get over with "O" level, and start anew.

Hopefully...


For now, let's all work hard to TAKE DOWN "O" level. HAHAHA!






THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR COMING TO MY PARTY!
LOVES ALL OF YOU~
:D

I dont like this feeling of missing someone.

Its finally sch reopen. hahas. Just received sms from RJ askin wanna play bbal tmr morn.

Din know why i couldnt fall asleep ytr.
Was tossing around the bed, and just couldnt sleep.
the moment when i was falling asleep, i will just wake up

lols.

Sud dont mind studying le. hahas.

New classmate today. LEE QIAN HUI!!! hahahas. I intro de k?
Intro her to the tuition. hahas.

went lot1 for lunch with her. then talked with her abt pri sch stuff. hahas. so funny.
she is only like 150cm? i am a head taller than her. XD

hehe, new sch new toilet. hahas
so nice, to have my last year of sec sch life in new sch. hahas.
must work hard for my "O" level.

Will not be affected or interrupt by external disturbance. muhahahas.

new toilet cleaner, can hide. watch dgrayman in psp. hahas.
but rather complicated, still can't really find my way, though sch is so small.
too many connections. more stairs than 2years ago le. hahas.

Next week having lessons le! MUST STUDY HARD!!!! ^^v

I have been waiting for you. Always been.

But, to no avail.

Who exactly are you? When will I ever know?

How long must I wait?

So that I can find you,
and be with you...

I want to dance.
dance Salsa.
lols...
And play violin...

hehe... i so 自作多情 LOLS.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!! ITS A BRAND NEW YEAR!!!

shan't let relationship stuff affect me!

new year resolution: Get good results for my "O" level! 10 points and below!!!! XDD