EMO is ELMO

I know i still do think of you.
And must that be the only way we communicate?
Hahas...

I nvr knew i had such impressions on others.
Actually, maybe i do. wahahaha...

Nobody ask for life to deal us
with this bullshit hands they dealt...


Take me far away
where i can start anew
I'm sick of this
I'm sick of that
Let me have some rest
Where there's no exam
I was never the type of kid
But one who know how to unpack his bag
And not sit on the porch to piss and moan
My life of independence
Independence
Independence
Is soon gonna be dependent on others
To control
To seal the beast in me
To guide me to the correct path
I getting tired of caring so much for others
Why just can't they do the same.
I know I'm not showing till so obvious
but some things are not meant to be obvious...
Just cracked your head man
And leave all this shit behind
And get to somewhere
Somewhere where there's no you...




I realize why I love Psychology
Coz I am finding means to forget the unpleasant past.

If its me, its not that i do not care about you, but just don't know if it is me.
If its not me, then just that it that I'm mumbling nonsense.


today no school... Shiok. and i made someone waited while i slept.

So sorry... =( still dont want to reply my msg and ans my call...

I just CANNOT see you !
I must not ! I must not !

Wake up ! Its time to wake up ! Stop thinking about it as it is not YOU !




So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale i about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles




Oh my oh my, oral was like _|_ wtf? hahas. anyway, its over. so its not bad
after all. Paper 2 for Chem and Bio was hard ! even pratyusha says that its
Crazy ! Hahas.

Great ! no school tmr ! rest time. zZzZzZzZz


Sat night was great ! dancing whole night . hehe !

alright peeps. gtg.

nights <3





I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid.

I know that will not happen.


WoW ! finally gotten the belt i wanted !
The belt with Piano ! hahas
And A t-shirt with a drawing of someone playing Violin.

Gotten a new back too. hahas


Later going for dance.
time for fun....



I think i lose my sense of humour
Everything is so tense and gloom....

I just have to tell myself those are not for me :)


WAH TOTAL JOKE SIA TODAY !
Today Physics paper 2 was hard. OH MY GOD !

but that's not the point !!!
Just now when i was outside my house, i realized I
did not bring my house keys ! oh my 天 ! then i was
thinking if sis at home le mah, coz my dog was at
the living, which she was not suppose to? she came
out of kitchen =___=
ok, then i replied Peiying's sms. then i wanted to call my
mum that i do not have key home. THEN THEN THEN !

MY HANDPHONE DIED ON ME !
WAKAKAKAKAK ! so funny, i was laughing lar.
so i went to my neighbour's house to borrow phone to call.
Called mum, she din answer. Called dad, also din answer.
Called sis, also din answer(just as expected. she din brg hp out)
Called my bro, then his hp spoil can't hear. hahahas
JOKE SIA.
Called my aunt to see if she has our key at her house then dont have.
So i called my ah ma. then her house have. then go there liao dont know
which set of keys and dont know if i got change lock. O.O
pro man. wahahahahs

so finally, mum gave me sis' friend hp num. but cant get through.
then awhile later she call me. So i went to BPP to get her keys
home at MCdonald. oh my oh my. funny. i will remember this man !

My keys are on top of my piano O.O not in my bag. wahahaha !


19/8/09 ! Also the day i get back my 1st "O" level paper.

Phew, was lucky enough to get my.... A1 for MT paper ! yay !


treat RJ for an encouragement meal. He got distinction for Oral, but
overall B3. weird hahas. Ganbatte !



=) today is a great day despite all these !

cheers !





In my own sorrows
I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow

things just wasnt meant to be like this.
haix , i still have that feeling when i see you.
zzz nvm.

today's emaths was fine.
gonna chiong phy and lit le.

ciao ~

SS was fine. SEQ was able to do. Got come out Venice.

HAHAHAHS! But for SBQ, rather weird. Not much confident
in it. It was about Iraq-Kuwait war and US involvement.

Just as expected...

please please please !

PLEASE COME OUT VENICE FOR SEQ TMR !!!!

LOLS !

Bless myself... =)

I am not as great as I am.
Things i said to you are the truth,
though i said that my words can't be trusted.
I did not want you to trust me too much,
and I was afraid that you will get hurt...
why cant you forget him and move on with life...

however, there's nth much i can do.
Liking someone means giving freedom to her.
now you have it, pls cherish it...



just joking.

some how, i feel that fun is coming.

Let us have fun.

=)



until the day its unleash...

my life my way my business.

woohoo !
hopefully. hopefully...

just too many temptations isn't it?
If its a game u want, i will play with you.
=)

erm, to whoever. pls do not think that the post is to u.
it might be to other ppl, so dont misunderstand.
thank you .

its because you never say anything to me...



my life my way.
gonna change link.

My Life My way.


我真得很想离开。
但我并没有那个勇气。
可是，这就是唯一的办法。

I will not have you making a choice between who to choose.
I am only leaving you with an option, and that is i withdraw.
This will be much easier for you and maybe for me.
After all, it will be back to square in the future.
I have enough of this.
I just want my life back and not stuck into some shit like this.
I'm sorry, that's what I can only say.
I will not ask for your forgiveness as I am not worth to be forgiven.
I think I think...
I am just too old and tired for this game.
Sorry, but i have to withdraw.
It's GAME OVER ~




I dreamed that you were angry with me.
I do not know why, but you just leave.
I was scared, so scared.
Yet you were nowhere to be found.
When i finally found you, I was so glad.
Yet, you turned it into a nightmare that I am so scared to think of it.
You left, really left. Leaving nothing behind for me.
No memories...
Nothing.
Nothing, but a heart of mine that have shattered into fragments that turn into dust...



Why? Why must history always repeat itself.
Fine ! Its my fault I know !



What will really happen if I leave this place...

this is life.
as usual, i shall not care anymore !



pls be safe bro...

爱一个人就应该带给她幸福而不是伤痛。
也许我做不到这一切。
也许我离开你以后会更好。

自从我出现在你生活后，我增添更多麻烦给你。
我却没带给你欢乐而带来的是伤悲。

对不起，我应该走了。。。