Wednesday, August 5, 2009 Y
My Life My way.
我真得很想离开。
但我并没有那个勇气。
可是,这就是唯一的办法。
I will not have you making a choice between who to choose.
I am only leaving you with an option, and that is i withdraw.
This will be much easier for you and maybe for me.
After all, it will be back to square in the future.
I have enough of this.
I just want my life back and not stuck into some shit like this.
I'm sorry, that's what I can only say.
I will not ask for your forgiveness as I am not worth to be forgiven.
I think I think...
I am just too old and tired for this game.
Sorry, but i have to withdraw.
It's GAME OVER ~
I dreamed that you were angry with me.
I do not know why, but you just leave.
I was scared, so scared.
Yet you were nowhere to be found.
When i finally found you, I was so glad.
Yet, you turned it into a nightmare that I am so scared to think of it.
You left, really left. Leaving nothing behind for me.
No memories...
Nothing.
Nothing, but a heart of mine that have shattered into fragments that turn into dust...
Why? Why must history always repeat itself.
Fine ! Its my fault I know !
What will really happen if I leave this place...
Typed @ 6:06 PM